I Take Charge of My Life

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Wednesday, September 13, 2006

IM GOIN NUTS!!! ARGHHH

depression mode is actin on mi again* AHHHH

feel so useless again. so many assignments piling on mi. dear always say i do last min work. haiz.

my studies sucks. my cooking sucks. i hate doin household chores. im broke. dun even noe wat to buy when im in a shoppin centre. i just cun do anythin right. im juz an extra person which is juz so EXTRA. with or without, theres no diff at all.

feel so upset the whole day. i dun even noe hw to reply to dear's sms-es. i tink i reply nonsensencial stuff tat dun make sense. i duno wat to say when he called. i cun possibly say im upset to him. he will tink y am i always actin tis way n stuff. theres juz lots of inner feelings tat i juz cun show to him. i cun seem to show my real-self to him. y is tat so?

sometimes i tink i realli lack a whole lots of self-confidence. to e extend that im veri concious of wat i say even in front of dear. Im scared i'll ruined the day by sayin the wrong things. tats y i guess i dunno wat to say to him on e phone ba. die liao la. our conversation is gettin more n more boring. does it means....

MicVon @ 9/13/2006 10:36:00 PM | comment

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