<xmp> <body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/9487600?origin\x3dhttp://tianzhaodishe.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script> </xmp>

Monday, July 18, 2005

*von* -> I cun help but feel insecured. Happiness is short-lived and sadness is forever. I am someone who does not deserve to hold happiness. No matter what I do, I am always wrong. Sometimes I really feel hopeless and despair. I cun seem to find the way out of this maze that keeps pulling me in and in. I dun seem to find that purpose, I am struggling each day and fighting this never-ending battle alone. I feel so insignificant in the sense that the earth will still rotate, life will still go on as per normal when I am gone. To think about it, it realli defeats the purpose to be living when you dun even know what you are living for or what do you actually want in life.


- y did i type sucha thing all of a sudden?? lolz -
- juz a channel to let out and voice out my inner feelings -
=) guess i feel better after all this nonsense. ^^

MicVon @ 7/18/2005 11:30:00 PM | comment

~IntrO~

Yvonne
21
Student

~Adores~

HYQ
Retail Therapy
Eating
Ktv
Day Dreaming
Sleepin
Forever21
Wetseal
Abercrombie
Guess
Anna Sui
Photo-Takin

~Wishlist~

Havaianas
Casio Watch
Jumper Shorts
Cardigan
A Dream Bag
More $$$

~Waiting List~

Little Miss Tee
Taiwan Shoe Spree1
Joyceshop Spree4
Candyforest2
Korean/Taiwan Spree1
Cutie Fashion Spree
Wetseal 1
mimi日韓舖 Spree2
af cami spree5
American Candy Spree5
Wetseal Spree5
Gojane Spree1
Wonderland Spree1
F21 8

~ArchiveS~

12/01/2004 - 01/01/200501/01/2005 - 02/01/200502/01/2005 - 03/01/200503/01/2005 - 04/01/200504/01/2005 - 05/01/200505/01/2005 - 06/01/200506/01/2005 - 07/01/200507/01/2005 - 08/01/200508/01/2005 - 09/01/200509/01/2005 - 10/01/200510/01/2005 - 11/01/200511/01/2005 - 12/01/200512/01/2005 - 01/01/200602/01/2006 - 03/01/200604/01/2006 - 05/01/200605/01/2006 - 06/01/200606/01/2006 - 07/01/200607/01/2006 - 08/01/200608/01/2006 - 09/01/200609/01/2006 - 10/01/200610/01/2006 - 11/01/200611/01/2006 - 12/01/200612/01/2006 - 01/01/200701/01/2007 - 02/01/200702/01/2007 - 03/01/200703/01/2007 - 04/01/200704/01/2007 - 05/01/200705/01/2007 - 06/01/200706/01/2007 - 07/01/200707/01/2007 - 08/01/200710/01/2007 - 11/01/200711/01/2007 - 12/01/200702/01/2008 - 03/01/200806/01/2008 - 07/01/2008

~ReadS~

Betty
Charleen
Chongseng
Janice
Jiejin
Joanne
Juvena
Kaiwen
Linlin
Michelle
Siew Peng
Simple Girl
Sihui
Xiaxue

~TagboarD~

here

~CreditS~

Skin name: Retreat II
Picture by: Gettyimages
Layout by: Mamafai