Saturday, July 30, 2005
FOR ALL LADIES OUT THERE... Beware of such men:Type 1
"honey, darling, dear....." in gd times, but when he gets upset, "get lost la, break den break lohx..." den doesnt coax u or carries on with his life as if nth happened and cant b bothered to call u within the nxt 3 days. When u take the initiative to call back, he goes "actly i dun really wanna break la.." HELLO, if tats the case, y cant he b the one apologising and takin the initiative to call u back?!!
Type 2
"EH! I'm in the rite and ur wrong k?! so u better stop tokin back ?!?!?@#@!$..." den *slaps* u across the face. WAKE UP ALREADY!!! If he's a gentleman, or even a man, he shldnt even b scolding u vulgarities or worst of all, hit u. If u cont to take tis shit frm him, he's jus gonna hit u again. Seriously.
Type 3
"but i onli love u and will always love onli u...", "sry dear i'm busy cos i ve to work OT..." and den comes,"i havent met tom,harry and dick for so long, jus one nite k?..." Wad a busy bf u hav, huh? Are u sure he's really doin wad he said he's doin? Its onli a 50-50 chance tat's so. Cos guys wont really tel u wad their doin if they tink its gonna pissed u off and they'll use their frenz as cover ups cos they knoe u wont call them up and check it out, even if u do, they probably ganged up against u and frenz wont tel the truth cos they dun wanna cause u guys to quarrel.
If he two timed u b4, he's probably gonna do it again even if he said he'll nv or he regretted it. A flirt will always b a flirt. Worse stil, if the ger's a willing party who knoes abt ur existant. Chances are, she'll wan to get rid of u.
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
*von* -> I always tot tat I wun b so useless and will be strong enuff at least not to cry in the public, I guess too many things are piling up ...too much for mi to take. I dun wish to show my weakness in front of him.. how useless I am..but i still did ..sigh.Feeling lousy at e start of the day( i mean yest).. wake up late..end up dear oso woke up late..cannot meet dear for breakfast..wana take tp shuttle bus but miss it..walk to interchange( hopin to catch a glimpse of dear..no chance) =( .. ended up in bus 69 at 7.54am-_-". Tats not all.. when i was crossing e rd to sch.. nearly kena knocked by lorry.. oh my..
Felt kinda stress in sch.. dunno y oso.. when i saw serene's portfolio n mine.. I feel lyk digging a hole and juz hide away from everyone. It was hell worlds apart. Started to feel depress.. started to tink y am i so different from others.. y am i so dumb y am i so stupid y am i so barka etc etc...
Got back iten term test result in the ltr prt of the day.. 31/40..which is abt 77% or simply a B. Not bad hor..hehe...
When lesson FINALLY ended...i am sooo happy cos can c dear liao..hehe waited a while for him to finish his work den we go walk walk eat eat.. e unhappy part starts when he saw my portfolio and scolded mi.. kinda feel rejected.. quote wat he said:" y all F 1? ger where gt lyk tat 1.. xinyu one all C and D.." Even dear despise mi..tink of mi as hopeless..he muz b tinkin y other ppl's gf so gd so smart y his one so stupid.. I dunno.
The more i tink of it e more i wana cry..its worst when dear showered mi wif love when my eyes begin to get watery. I dun deserve e love hes giving mi..dun treat mi too gd..i dun tink i deserve it..im nt gd enuff for it.... Tats exactly wat Im tinkin at tat moment. sigh.. thou dear's word is encouraging..but it is onli temporary.. Will dear get sick and tired of mi in the long run..will dear find mi not as gd as others?
gave dearie a morning call tis morning.. he said he no longer have e "xiao lu luan zhuang" e feeling for mi anymore...does it mean he is beginning to dislike mi...sigh...
Anyway, tanks dear for the camera and for everythin u did for mi for the past 10+ mths( goin to 11 mths liao..).. i appreciate it a million and zillion times.. =)))))) I realli do and to end it all..I would lyk to say a BIG THANK YOU to dearie and i love u (blush..)
Monday, July 25, 2005
von n astro
when mickey meets astro.........
neoprints.
somerset mrt.
hmmm....
besties <3
me again.
me.
in deep tots... *dnd*
=)
wen veri cool hor...haha
lookin left lookin right.
stupid faces.. keke^^
posin for ya kun =x
best frenz forever.
Sunday, July 24, 2005
hows my side view? nice? =x
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
*von* -> phew!! finally finish most of the stuff liao.. hand in UID proposal n MMPG project liao. can relax a bit before continuing on the final projects... I wana SHOP sooooooooo much but i dun hav e capital to do so. =( e onli way is to browse yahoo auctions to "quench my thirst". sigh.. Too much projects are realli driving mi nuts.. aaaaaaaarrrggghhhh~~~~
Monday, July 18, 2005
*von* -> I cun help but feel insecured. Happiness is short-lived and sadness is forever. I am someone who does not deserve to hold happiness. No matter what I do, I am always wrong. Sometimes I really feel hopeless and despair. I cun seem to find the way out of this maze that keeps pulling me in and in. I dun seem to find that purpose, I am struggling each day and fighting this never-ending battle alone. I feel so insignificant in the sense that the earth will still rotate, life will still go on as per normal when I am gone. To think about it, it realli defeats the purpose to be living when you dun even know what you are living for or what do you actually want in life.- y did i type sucha thing all of a sudden?? lolz -
- juz a channel to let out and voice out my inner feelings -
=) guess i feel better after all this nonsense. ^^
Saturday, July 16, 2005
*von* -> long long tym nv reali reali blog liao... lazy spells r acting on mi i guess..keke^^ hmm.. where should i start... guess ill b a gd gurl n blog at least every week cos i realli hav a bad bad memory n tend to forget what i did even 5 mins ago...haha.a small little quarrel wif dear on thurs... =( patched up on friday... =) bought dear a *little sumthin* tat he have been wishing for long long tym ago... *hope u like it* smilesss=)))))
gt a zip drive fr dear ... guess i can do my projs n sch stuff easily without worrying abt not enuff memory space cos there are juz so many zip disk that have not been touched for decades... haha
gotta work on my projs liao...if nt ill be dead...sigh.. juz pray hard that my term test will help pull my grades up n most importantly....PASS!!!
miss u..hehe ( u noe who u r rite..barka =P)
Are you an adorable girl?
1. You have to wake up at around 5am tomorrow,
rushing to do a very important matter, what time
will you set your alarm clock to?
A) Will set it 15 to 30mins earlier ...... goto Q2.
B) Will set it exactly at 5am ............ goto Q3.
2. If you have a girls' date tomorrow, which kind of
person will you normally be?
A) One whom always wait for others ..... goto Q4
B) Most often will let others wait for you.. goto Q6
3. One of your girl friends encountered a flasher,
and starts screaming, what will you be thinking?
A) She is so pitiful ......... goto Q5
B) This is interesting ....... goto Q7
4. Suddenly you have gastric pains, but you had
already made an appointment with a female friend
for a meal, what will you do?
A) Continue with the meal date ...... goto Q6
B) Cancel the meal date ................. goto Q8
5. You already have a boyfriend, then you heard a
girl friend of yours, went for a arranged-marriage,
and became very rich, at this moment, will you
wanna try it out?
A) Yes ........ goto Q7
B) No ......... goto Q8
6. If you are alone at home, when you go to the
restroom, will you shut the doors?
A) Yes ......... goto Q9
B) No .......... goto Q11
7. Because of your boyfriend whom you loves, will
you be willing to be a unmarried mother?
A) No .......... goto Q11
B) Yes ......... goto Q12
8. Will you complain for a unsatisfactory product or
services via letters or telephone calls?
A) Yes, tried before ...... goto Q9
B) Never ..................... goto Q10
9. After engagement, the both of you have limited
money to spare, where will you probably spend
your money on?
A) Furnish the new house with new
furnitures ......... Category "A"
B) Honeymoon ......Category "B"
10. Towards houseworks, family finances, do you
have the confidence to be good in it?
A) Yes .........................goto Q9
B) Lack of confidence ... Category "C"
11. During a vacation, you are alone at home, will
you feel bored and hurt?
A) A bit ................ Category "D"
B) Will not feel it ... goto Q10
A. Particular about cleanliness -- Through the eyes
of other females, you belongs to the virtuous type
of girls, but in the eyes of the males, you rate
lower. You do not like risks, hesitant, let guys feel
wearied and dependant. On top of that, your
lifestyle is very regulated, lack of colors and life.
When guys did wrong, you can't tolerate, tends to
nag. This kinda perculiar tentencies, needs to pay
some attentions to.
B: Adorable kind -- You are a moderate, no matter
in the minds of males or females, you are
welcomed. You are a flexible girl, able to change
yourselves to fit into the environments, in the eyes
of males, you are a very adorable girl, but you can't
be a great lover type of girlfriend.
C: Mysterious type -- Through the eyes of guys,
you are a very hard to understand lady, at one
moment, you are dead serious, at the next, you
are exuberant; At one moment, you are a strong
woman, at the next, you are a little girl, seeking
someone to depend on. It is due to this point of
yours, that made thousands of men fell to your
feets, love at first sight are commonplace in your
life. When that mysterious veil is removed, your
bare soul is hard to bear.
D: Full of self type -- To survive in this society,
there will be guys whom will like you, but to the
smart guys, they could see that you ain't the
Marriage-type. Although you are a hot babe, you
are seen as not a meticulous kind. In the eyes of
fellow females, you are just average. Although you
do not seek high places in life, you will need
someone whom can be there, holding your hands,
guiding and supporting you.
Thursday, July 14, 2005
Congratulations Yvonne, you are...
Scarlett Ting of joewei.blogspot.com
You are independent, smart and beautiful. Its too bad you don't see that yourself because life's little difficulties brought down a lot of your self confidence. As a result, you talk cryptic and you don't trust people easily. You care a lot for your friends and your loved ones, sometimes even more than you care for yourself, although they don't always seem to appreciate it. Don't let that affect you. As the saying goes, you don't miss the water till the well runs dry. So hang in there, you're a star in the making.
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