Friday, March 25, 2005
*von* -> im so bored... exam finish le...but nt at all happy nor relax...feel so terrible...includin exam matters. im startin to wonder wat am i here for. wats my mission? to study and get gd grades? but i cun for i always get lousy grades. wats my purpose in life? i totally hav no idea. i guess ppl who totally hav no goals n purpose in life should drop dead right away(includin mi). Some ppl r gifted in their ability to draw, ability to speak fluently, able to do things tat nt many ppl could do. They r e ones tat r fit to live for they do hav a purpose in life. Others juz struggle their way thru life hopin to pass any obstacles tat come their way. It sometimes juz make one jealous of e possession of others' tat one dun hav. It may be clothings, bags or it could be juz sumthin tat one lacks and wan veri badly to hav it as well. Others have a colourful and happening life everyday. Mine? its juz so monotonous. Sometimes i realli hate myself to the core. I cun seem to do even a single thing right.I've gt no ambition no goal and no talent. I juz have a buch of unsolvable troubles. Don't know why am i still living in this planet earth. Belong to Heaven but Hell wans mi ?! NAh!! I belong to Hell and Hell wans mi badly.Dun noe y suddenly so much emotions come to mi.
Wake up 6am to call dear up. Put my hp alarm to snooze mode and carry on slpin for another 1 hr..30 mins..and another 30 mins..and last 15 mins.. n i finally woke up at 8.45am.. yawnzz.. tution @ 10.. nth to do after tat den go hm lo.. mum suddenly ask,"quarrel ah..nv go out wif bf ah?" I was lyk oh pls man..wat on earth u wan mi to do..go out den u say i always go out.. nv go out kena suan by u. zuo ren zhen nan~`
Too bored at hm( guess im juz nt used to b @ hm e WHOLE day), started to play computer games. From Diner Dash(mum's comment: so cute..so clever..i dun even noe hw to play.. -_-") to SuperChef(mum's comment: tis game is eactly lyk wat dongdong(my baby cousin) is playin rite now diaoz-) to PinBall from windows xp package(mum's comment: no comment, juz lots of sound effect) and finally ROSE online( mum's out of e hse @ tis pt of tym thus no comment made)... have so much trouble findin the city of zant man... is e map confusin or am i too stupid? haiz.. finally found e stupid old warren den ask mi go valley of dunno wat tower den find e person liao.. he ask mi dunno do wat..troublesome. ARGHhhh... cun stand it anymore..too lag..
veri tired after e long and tiring gaming session.. thus i decide to reward myself to a gd nap.. ZzzzZzz..
wake up n im typin tis super duper long entry..haiz
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Yvonne
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Cardigan
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af cami spree5
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